Monday, November 8, 2010

Lovin LTC!

So for those of you who don't already know, I joined a new site. It's lovethesecurves.com and my username there is TracyAnderson (very original, I know). Thus far I have NOTHING but good things to say about it and thank you thank you thank you to those of you who told me about it. I'm still trying to figure out how to navigate around the site (it's a little more confusing than FF at first), but I love it nonetheless.

I'm OFFICIALLY all moved in to my new place. Some of my friends from TN are coming down to stay with me next weekend so I'm psyched about that. I love my house, it's very different than a condo...much more suburban. If you are familiar with this area at all you know that there is a deer to people ratio of like 80 trillion: 1. My puppy has been amusing herself chasing them all around the damn neighborhood. I literally saw a deer run headfirst into a parked car yesterday. I guess their not the brightest creatures on the planet but they seem pretty friendly.

I've decided to just start ignoring all the hate comments I get. For those of you who doubt me, my weight or my job all I can say is I don't fucking care anymore. I'm done trying to convince people that I'm legit when in all honesty, it doesn't even matter to me. I know the truth, and thats whats really important. So keep hating and writing mean things and sending me nasty messages and I will keep on refusing to acknowledge you. Because the more you doubt that I'm real, the faker you seem to me.

9 comments:

  1. That's a good positive way to see things Tracy, and yeah Deer are always cool to look at... when they're not so up close

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  2. I've been reading your blog, and I can't for the life of me imagine why people don't think you're real...it's so asinine. Hope the new place is treating you well!

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  3. agreed hater will be haters. oh and by the way Im terrified of deer! cause this incounter I had with one... DO NOT PET!!! I saw this cute widdle dear in my yard it looked so majestic it was walking twords me so I kinda moved a way and then it started acting al nice n stuff so I though why not be nice and pet it? BIG ERROR! It started chasing me I tried to run but there fast! then BAM I woke up in the hospital the next day apparently it bashed me right in the chest nearly hit my lung. Do Not Pet 0.o

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  4. @got- Oh my goodness!! Thats terrible! Well thanks for the heads up...I guess looks can be deceiving. I see a deer and I'm like "aww Bambi" (I'm not very bright sometimes), but they seem to be too stupid to be harmful lol. I will definitely heed your warning though. Glad your ok!

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  5. Tracy I wasn't trying to be mean. We were friends on FF.Sorry if I hurt your feelings. That totally wasn't my intent. You even said your dr said you didn't look that big.

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  6. @dawlface- Nooo, you didn't hurt my feelings at all. I was referring to a few emails and youtube messages I've recieved recently. Thanks though for clarifying :)

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  7. ok glad to clear that up :), because I think u are awesome, and FF isn't the same without you. I'm sad u left, I just started posting videos :D LOL

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  8. ok I'm following u under a different name now.

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  9. Hey I'm outing this comment that mathches of thesorrow and despair gone and like yourself for who are.I'm an autistic advocate,I think this will help you

    This Is Who I Am

    It's been a long, tough road
    I’m finally done
    The sorrow is gone

    My grief is extinct
    Is it really gone?
    Is it gone?

    Yes the grief is vanquished
    The demon is dead
    It is lying in the grave for eternity
    I found the light for a new beginning

    I’m finally free from my agony
    The dreadful past is over
    Now I’m starting a new life
    Of prosperity and be a peace-autistic activist

    My new joyful life is immortal
    I know my destiny
    I am the dove that will bring world peace
    Everyone will be saved from my words of wisdom

    I may considered autistic
    But I don’t care
    I will reveal the compassion from my soul and heart

    I finally know who I am
    I love mother nature
    Mother nature is loved by all religions
    All religions love each other no matter what

    I love all creatures

    This is who I am
    I am a warm-hearted pacifist
    I know who I am

    Envy and greed is toxic
    We should all be happy for who we are
    End the fighting and give hugs
    That’s the answer to life

    I realize my purpose on Earth
    To help all creatures and be their friends
    If people make fun of me I ignore
    Reacting to insults made my life hell
    I love all creatures no matter what

    This Is who I am

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