It's about damn time for a new post

Seriously right? It's been like forever. Anyways, I've gotten a TON of questions lately (many of which are repetitive) so I figured I'd make a Q&A blog. Woohoo. Here goes:

1. Who do you "look up to" in the  BBW world?
 I see many people as inspirations. Cherries obv, because her and I seem to have similar backgrounds pre-gain. Debz (mod on FF) because of her no-bullshit attitude as well as her ability to articulate herself beautifully. And about a hundred others whose names are escaping me at the moment.

2. How do you feel being "famous" on youtube and in the gaining community?
 Shit, I'm famous? Huh, I legit had no idea. I think thats the overstatement of the year.

3. What do you miss about being smaller?
 I miss being able to shop wherever I want and being able to eat anything without gaining a pound. Those were the days....

4. Favorite music?
I'm from Nashville sillies!! I'm a tried and true country girl, but I really like all types of music. My favorite band at the moment is the Red Hot Chili Peppers and U2.

5. Favorite movie?
BOONDOCK SAINTS 1 AND 2. Why did I put that in all caps? Because it was necessary to communicate the awesomness of those films. If you haven't seen them immediatly drop what you are doing and head to your nearest Blockbuster/Red Box.

6. What type of law do you want to practice?
Since I come from a military family, vets have always had a special place in my heart. I eventually want to open my own private practice firm representing veterans who have not recieved sufficient compensation for their service.
 


Part 2 later but now nap time for meeee. Submit any questions you might have and I'll answer them

My sister is a lunatic

So my pregnant sister officially scares the crap out of me. We're sitting downstairs watching the Simpsons and she just burst into tears over some "touching" moment that transpired on TV. It was a commercial for Glade scented candles. Five mins later the show comes back on and she immediatly stops crying and starts laughing histarically. I slowely scooted away from her on the couch and made a mental note to hide all the sharp objects around the house.

It's seriously like watching a movie with a thousand twists. I never know what to expect.

Basically I don't have a damn clue why I'm sharing this with ya'll....I guess I just wanted to leave some evidence of my sisters insanity just in case she decides to kidnap me in my sleep or something.

Bitches be crazy yo.

Lovin LTC!

So for those of you who don't already know, I joined a new site. It's lovethesecurves.com and my username there is TracyAnderson (very original, I know). Thus far I have NOTHING but good things to say about it and thank you thank you thank you to those of you who told me about it. I'm still trying to figure out how to navigate around the site (it's a little more confusing than FF at first), but I love it nonetheless.

I'm OFFICIALLY all moved in to my new place. Some of my friends from TN are coming down to stay with me next weekend so I'm psyched about that. I love my house, it's very different than a condo...much more suburban. If you are familiar with this area at all you know that there is a deer to people ratio of like 80 trillion: 1. My puppy has been amusing herself chasing them all around the damn neighborhood. I literally saw a deer run headfirst into a parked car yesterday. I guess their not the brightest creatures on the planet but they seem pretty friendly.

I've decided to just start ignoring all the hate comments I get. For those of you who doubt me, my weight or my job all I can say is I don't fucking care anymore. I'm done trying to convince people that I'm legit when in all honesty, it doesn't even matter to me. I know the truth, and thats whats really important. So keep hating and writing mean things and sending me nasty messages and I will keep on refusing to acknowledge you. Because the more you doubt that I'm real, the faker you seem to me.

The move and a very interesting Dr's apt

Hey ya'll so I'm pretty much all moved in to my new place. I just flew back to TN and am staying here until tomarrow to finish up some stuff with school and everything. But I thought I'd share with you a very interesting doctors apt I had the other day. So I found a new Dr around where I was moving to and had to go in for a physical and to establish myself as a patient. So she got my height (still 5'1...haven't grown) and my weight (199.2) and then stared at me all confused for a second. I asked her what the problem was and she informed me that I look MUCH smaller than the scale indicated. I had on a fairly baggy sweatshirt so I told her that most of my fat is stored in my stomach. She was still doubtful so she weighed me on another scale and found the same results. I then went into the exam room with her and took off my sweatshirt so she could see just how fat I really am. She was kind of shocked when she saw how big my belly is and asked to take measurments. My waist girth is 43 inches!! Thats HUGE; especially when the rest of me is fairly normal sized. She told me that a 43 inch abdominal girth is usually found in patients well over 250 pounds and that she is now concerned about a condition called "truncal obesity". I know I have elevated estrogen levels which make me store fat in that area but based on my frame size I will only continue to look more and more disproportionate with each additional pound. I've been trying to lose some weight recently (to no avail) to help alleviate the back pain I've recently developed. I've also found that I am now restricted to ONLY wearing maternity pants, as normal ones look more and more unflattering on me. So yeah, random update but just thought ya'll would find this interesting.